IN WHICH ONE WANTED TO SEE THEIR IMPROVEMENT

I wanted to see how far I have improve, so I take a drawing that I have from 2007. I can say I improve a lot, I still need to learn how to colour though…  (´-﹏-`；)

IN WHICH ONE DO AN ART SUMMARY AND HAVE TYPO IN IT...

my art summary for this year, my art style is still inconsistent and I am still searching for my own style so that people will recognize it once they look at it. All of these are paper, pencil and pen I do some digital but not that often.... As you can see that I seldom draw woman, I think I prefer men’s body anyway... 

well, this is my art summary for 2015.

P/S: Please ignore the typo in that summary because I was half asleep when I do this and I didn't save the base file for it....

IN WHICH ONE HAVE A DUCK VS. DUCK SITUATION

Hello guys and girls, this time I brought you "Duck vs Duck".

In English duck can be taken in two meaning:
[1] the bird or avian if you prefer
[2] duck it out meaning crouch down or get out of the way...
So, every time I saw or heard the word "DUCK" (in the number [2] meaning) I always have this urge to say where instead of getting away... 

Don't you feel the same? I really am weird... Oh well, enjoy the comic~

COCONUT HEAD 4 KOMA

This time I brought to you Coconut Head, as in “Kepala Kelapa”. In Malay language sometimes people can mispronounce these two word and for those who are not fluent sometimes will use the opposite instead of using the right one. For example, “Cikgu, kelapa saya sakit... (TT ^ TT)” which if directly traslate it become something like this=> “Teacher, my coconut is hurt”. The same goes to “Kepala”, if I said “Saya suka makan isi kepala” which when translated to English it become this => “I like to eat head flesh”... Now, you don’t want to eat flesh from a head right? Oh well, enjoy~

IN WHICH ONE FEEL ABANDON AND NO ONE CARE ABOUT...

So, I want to rant a little bit... なぜだ？あたしは悪いの娘ですか？I mean, I feel like people just don't see me... it's funny when people is not there that they start to search for it again but then abandon it once more... maybe not for me though because it doesn't even change whether I am there or not...

New comic : LOVE OR HURT (Part 1). Also, using Medibang paint

Hello everyone! It's been awhile isn't it? it seems that I neglected this blog for quite a while. I'm sorry for that~ Many things happen and I guess I kind of change... 
Anyway, this comic is the first that I draw digitally. Usually I used the traditional to digital method but now, I found a software that is really easy to use once you get the hang of it~

The software is called Medibang Paint, I really like it or more like I have fall in love to this software. Very User friendly, you can even find tutorial on how to stuff at deviantart. Which is very good for me, not to mention they have their own tumblr page. Well, without further ado... Let's read!

before that, this is the link to Medibang Paint if you are interested:
Medibang Paint

IN WHICH SOMEONE FORGET MY BIRTHDAY AND I STILL FEEL A BIT SORE ABOUT IT...

Hello and long time no see... I know i haven't been updating since forever because life happen. In case if you were wondering why the tittle sound like a kid throwing a temper tantrum it is because my family except for cutesy little brother (I will think of him as cute and no one can correct me about that~ even if he look like those massive body builder or to thin like a stick that a wind might blow him away) forgot about my birthday! Ok, on a normal day which is not my birthday it's ok if you guys think that I didn't exist or just a speck, micro mini dust that you guys can throw away. BUT, if it's my birthday, the day I was born into this world, I wanted to celebrate it with my family. Did you guys know that I was waiting for the birthday wishes until hari raya? And the sad thing is that every cake that you guys have is what I thought of as my birthday cake even though you guys never remember it. I just pretend that the cake is for my birthday cake, sad isn't it? More like pathetic, if that what you guys like to think. This isn't about me wanted gift or anything from you guys, just a simple wish is enough for me. Alas, there is none... My birthday was on March and now it's august. so, how long was that? I don't want to know anymore... 

I guess that sound like a needy little brat isn't it? well, after this I will not say it anymore. With this comic, I hope to close all that hurt because it is no use to dawdle in the past. Now I know who in my family know about me. My birthday is now over. It's ok though, I kind of use to it by now. 

Now that's over, enjoy the comic~ 

Silent Comic

Hello everyone, it's been a while since I get to post my comic here... my life it's a bit hectic and I still trying to find my purpose in doing what I am doing currently in my life. So, this time I bring to you a silent comic which a comic that doesn't have any dialogue and rely on expression only. It is not easy to make a 'Silent' comic because it need to be understandable for the reader. I just hope that you guys can understand this comic. It's about siblings love, you know that sometimes older siblings tend to bully their younger siblings or do something that might embarrassed them in front of their friend? Well, to be honest I am that kind of older siblings. But, that doesn't make me love my younger siblings any less. 

IN WHICH ONE HAVE EMOTIONAL TURMOIL AND DON'T KNOW HOW TO RELEASE IT.....

I haven't been to this corner for a long time...
I don't know what I should do, if I said or talk, people just diss it... I didn't tell anyone of my problems. I have been actively crying this month and last month, I can feel my heart constrict everytime I remember that no one in my family remember my birthday except for my brother. It kind of dissapointing...
I guess monster is and will always be one huh? It's like I'm Kuroko but at least Kuroko have someone who can sense him even a little bit.
Also, maybe the song "Unravel" from Tokyo Ghoul influence my emotion...
especially one of the lyric said "わすれないで"

ねえ．．．私はバケモノですか？